Deb: We grow from change, I think. I should know as the change
surrounding me in my life right now is swirling and whirling and sweeping. Yep.
Right across the board, I am feeling these changes. Some of them are wonderful,
some are sad, and some are bittersweet. But they all have one thing in common.
They are forward-moving. They are taking me to a new place. They have me
re-examining and re-thinking. They have sparked me and challenged me and opened
me up to a world of new ways of looking and interacting with my world and the
world at large.
So I think I am about to be creative in a way I never have been
before. At what, you might ask? I don’t know. But I am sooooo open and things
are coming to me. I think I am bringing it in, drawing it towards me. I am sure
that I am about to find some new and exciting things to fill my head and my
heart and my time. Not all the changes are what I would have wished for, but
they are also changes I cannot control. So my only choice is to find the joy in
them and accept the challenge of making things better. My Dad always says,
“Damn, I zigged when I should have zagged.” So I’m going to zig and zag and
travel down some new roads. I feel some big lovely changes coming for me, but I
am happy to wait for them to arrive. Because I am enjoying the anticipation.
What’s next, I wonder?
What. Is. Next?
Barbara: As you well know, dear Deb, but as our readers might
not, I feel EXACTLY they same way right now. It’s strange, I was always the
woman with the script—this was going
to happen, then that. If I worked hard and worked toward my goal(s), then that
would happen and so would this, this and this. It was very comforting to have a
plan. It worked with my character and with my ideas. But this is the first time
I’ve ever thrown the script out—and understood that I have to—in order to move into the next phase, whatever that will
be. Now, don’t get me wrong, I still have goals and dreams and projects, and I
still believe that these are useful and interesting to have, but I’m not
dictating in my mind the step-by-step process that (I imagine) will bring them
to fruition. Instead, I am going through a process of renewal, one where I am
open to anything. Still in the
cocoon, mind you, but excited to be here. I, too, wonder what will happen next.
Wonder is a glorious thing, isn’t it?
